Self Worth

And I Lately I've been staying up all night Wondering if you found another guy You said you gonna call but you lied I told myself that this was the last time Time that I give you and time that we spent I know how this ends and I can't do it again Cause ever since you left been tryna find myself When will I find myself I was crying feeling numb lying on the ground What would you do if I said I really need you now You act like you was there but we both know you never were Do I deserve this now I'm questioning my self-worth Replaying memories asking myself where'd I go wrong I finally realized that everything wasn't my fault You say you love me but I know the love was never real You never loved me only loved the way I made you feel Yeah you made me feel Made me feel like not enough Addicted like a drug I tried holding on while you kept trying to give up On the night that we met Knew that I would regret Letting you in my bed Wish you left with your friends You told me it's forever But I should've known better And I Don't know how to cope with all of these feelings And I Don't know what I could've done To stop you from leaving I was crying feeling numb lying on the ground What would you do if I said I really need you now You act like you was there but we both know you never were Do I deserve this now I'm questioning my self-worth Replaying memories asking myself where'd I go wrong I finally realized that everything wasn't my fault You say you love me but I know the love was never real You never loved me only loved the way I made you feel That I made me feel made you feel And I Lately I've been staying up all night Wondering if you found another guy You said you're gonna call but you lied I told myself that this was the last time