Daddy defiled me

Nineteen eighty-four I was eighteen When Daddy stopped me From going out No! Ha! To punish me, he took me under the house A sordid, dark place I'd never seen before Raped, tortured, enslaved In the dark, full of fears, Daddy defiled me It's a family affair In the dark, full of fears, Daddy defiled me He forced me to write A few last words in a letter: I decided to live my life I'm in a cult, don't search for me And the rapes began Mental manipulations began Physical tortures began And pregnancies began Daddy loves you My young life Between his hands Raped, tortured, enslaved In the dark, full of fears, Daddy defiled me It's a family affair In the dark, full of fears, Daddy defiled me Despite the violence I'm no longer alone I'm learning pain When I give birth to my children I watch them grow Protect them as best as I can They are my smiles They are my way out Lack of sun and food made my little girl sick I begged Dad to take us to the hospital A nurse understood! We're free! Raped, tortured, enslaved In the dark, full of fears, Daddy defiled me It's a family affair In the dark, full of fears, Daddy defiled me Raped, tortured, enslaved In the dark, full of fears, Daddy defiled me It's a family affair In the dark, full of fears, Daddy defiled me