Somewhere between

Here I am again, 4 a.m., I'm a mess And my phone's a night light on the ceilin' I stare at my screen, burnin' cheap dopamine I keep numbin' myself from this feelin' Part of me is still here Part of me is barely breathin' You tell me that you're still near Part of me just doesn't believe it When I'm all by myself, it's like walkin' through hell My past plays on a loop 'til I'm reelin' This emptiness ain't new to me The hole in me is stupid deep I wish I was better or worse But I'm stuck somewhere between mournin' and dancin' I don't feel like tears, just emotionless damage Your life more abundantly feels like a dream Yeah, I thought I'd be better by now But I'm somewhere between (Yeah, I'm somewhere between) I try to take rest, but this weight in my chest tells me Somethin' ain't right, and I feel it (I feel it) I stare at my phone, it's like drownin' in cold I keep numbin' myself from this feelin' Part of me is long gone Part of me is never leavin' You tell me that you're not far Part of me is still believin' I'm all by myself, it's like walkin' through hell My past plays on a loop 'til I'm reelin' This emptiness ain't new to me The hole in me is stupid deep I wish I was better or worse But I'm stuck somewhere between mournin' and dancin' I don't feel like tears, just emotionless damage Your life more abundantly feels like a dream You thought I'd be better by now But I'm somewhere between (Yeah, I'm somewhere between) (Yeah, I'm somewhere between) So teach my feet to dance again Yeah, I just wanna feel somethin' Teach my feet to dance again Yeah, I just wanna feel somethin' So teach my feet to dance again Yeah, I just wanna feel somethin' Teach my feet, so teach my feet to dance (dance) So teach my feet to dance again Yeah, I just wanna feel somethin' Teach my feet to dance again Yeah, I just wanna feel somethin' So teach my feet to dance again Yeah, I just wanna feel somethin' Teach my feet to dance again Yeah, I just wanna feel somethin' (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (Oh-oh-oh-oh, I just wanna feel somethin') So teach my feet to dance again Yeah, I just wanna feel somethin' Teach my feet to dance again Yeah, I just wanna feel somethin' I'm stuck somewhere between mournin' and dancin' I don't feel like tears, just emotionless damage Your life more abundantly ain't outta reach It's gonna get better somehow, won't you help me believe?