Chasm

You found a new crowd And it's weird to say out loud But I think I might be a tad bit jealous Lately we barely talk You say, "All is well, nothing is off" But I find myself craving our old closeness I remember swapping poems at the pond by your house It was better to be seen by you than anyone else I would've given anything to stay in that summer, forever If nothing happened Why am I living in this chasm? Are you fishing for a reaction? Why am I living in this chasm? Na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na Why am I living in this chasm? Na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na Why am I living in this chasm? You found a new guy Like a week after dumping Eli And he has no idea you're seeing someone I feel like I'm being left behind Like I'm an afterthought in your new life Like you'll call me anyday now and say you're done I remember driving Main Street, windows down Sitting Sylvanas' Song, crashing on your couch I would've given anything to sleep in that dorm, forever If nothing happened Why am I living in this chasm? Are you fishing for a reaction? Why am I living in this chasm? Na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na Why am I living in this chasm? Na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na Why am I living in this chasm? Walking campus in the spring Holding space for heavy things Writing songs out on the lawn Trying not to hate your mom If nothing happened Why am I living in this chasm? Are you fishing for a reaction? Why am I living in this chasm? If nothing happened (Na-na-na-na, Na-na-na-na) Why am I living in this chasm? If nothing happened