Surrender

It seems I float from room to room Each door unopened The smell of sweet perfume Inhale and take a sip and then another Can I surrender? I will, I will just surrender I don't dress anymore But bathe at dawn And in the twilight Days pass across me with the touch Of raw silk Can I surrender? I will, I will just surrender And when the full moon comes I'll watch the foxes play Among their shadows And then turn to face the grinning women Spilling from the darkened corners of the room The fire splutters and fades to embers Of snapping orange I will, I will just surrender