Darkside

I used to be so happy, where'd that person go? Now every time I look in the mirror, it's someone I don't know I hate myself, I'm not the same, the light in me is gone I'm crying every single day, but I'm trying to be strong You're a whiny little bitch, your pity parties aren't that fun You've been crying for a while now, are you almost done? You say you hate yourself, and yet, look at that, you're here You've gotten up out of bed for the last five years Don't you want your power back? Don't you want revenge? You can't prove that fucker wrong if you beat yourself down again I say this as a friend, I say 'cause I know who you are I've been here from the beginning, but I've been waiting in the dark I am the voice inside you that knows exactly what you're worth I'm that, "Fuck off, bitch," energy that you need to put first I'm the line drawn in the sand and the boundaries you need to set I'm the demons you'll unleash and the dreams you'll manifest Aren't you sick of always being last? You have no discipline You say that it's your illness, that's an excuse, my friend You know all your symptoms, and you have the tools to fight them And when someone tries to fuck with you You have every right to bite them Break the chains, take off your muzzle, stop being so damn nice You please every-fucking-body but yourself, you know that right? You let every person that you've ever known just suck you dry And yet you wonder why you always feel so empty inside" But no, it's not my fault, I was raised to be kind It's not your job to be everybody's ray of sunshine But if I'm not nice, they'll leave Let them I need them No, you don't! They think that you're just not digestible So let them fucking choke I just can't be that person Why? Just be like this It's not the end of the fucking world if they think you're a bitch" Stop it Why? You know I'm right, you know that's why I'm here You're done with all their shit, and this is your fucking year Babe, I'm here to help you, come on, just let me out I was sent here from Hekate, and I need to see this through Imagine everything that you and I will get to do I'm done watching you cry, I'm done watching you scroll Every tear feels like a drop of acid burning through my soul I'm sorry I've watched you on the ledge, I pulled you back every time I was the only one there for you when those assholes crossed the line I was the scream that saved your life, I was the voice you found years later I'm the home you fucking built so you could feel a little safer So I can't just sit and watch while you carve up your thighs I can't just give up on you, I won't let you fucking die I won't let you fucking die Found me on the darkside, darkside You found me on the darkside, darkside Can't shake away this feeling in your veins Found me on the darkside, darkside Found me on the darkside So what's it gonna be? Okay Excuse me, I can't fucking hear you, what's it gonna be? I said, "Okay," you fucking bitch! That's better, now get up off your knees And tell the world that it can fuck itself 'cause it's just you and me Found me on the darkside, darkside Found me on the darkside, darkside Can't shake away this feeling in my veins I found me on the darkside, darkside Found me on the darkside Found me on the darkside Found me on the-