Eventually

I've had some dark days Learned the hard way If I have one, I need a million more And memories don't fade The fears, they don't change Don't even know who I am anymore If I could walk away Be anyone but me I wonder how beautiful my life could be Don't know what better means But they keep telling me That it all gets better eventually Doesn't matter if I fall a thousand feet Doesn't matter if I end up six feet deep Even if I go and wreck what's left of me Eventually I'll get better, I'll get better Eventually It's snakes and ladders It doesn't matter how far you can go Just to fall back again The story of my life Fear the white light Waiting to go Hoping you're not alone If I could walk away Be anyone but me I wonder how beautiful my life could be Don't know what better means But they keep telling me That it all gets better eventually Doesn't matter if I fall a thousand feet Doesn't matter if I end up six feet deep Even if I go and wreck what's left of me Eventually I'll get better, I'll get better Eventually When the stars align The pain subsides Our worlds collide I'll be alright When I'm not so alone I'll finally know how to be alright Doesn't matter if I fall a thousand feet Doesn't matter if I end up six feet deep Even if I go and wreck what's left of me Eventually I'll get better, I'll get better Eventually