pretender

I'm a pretender Yeah, I'm just a pretender I stay up on the fashion I just want that attention You think that I'm friendly I just hate feeling tension I'm just tryna be smashin' But it don't even matter Cause I'm a pretender Yeah, I'm just a pretender I stay up on the fashion I just want that attention You think that I'm friendly I just hate feeling tension I'm just tryna be smashin' But it don't even matter Saying that I love you just to get with you Acting like I got my shit together Acting like I miss you 'cause I'm lonely It ain't about you, that's just my own shit Fake a smile, get me through the weekend No one really knowin' what I'm feeling Smoke a bowl and I don't even like it Keep 'em comfortable and stay invited Touching myself 'til you touch me Can't love myself 'til you love me Ain't no one fuck with the real me You feel me? I'm a pretender Yeah, I'm just a pretender I stay up on the fashion I just want that attention You think that I'm friendly I just hate feeling tension I'm just tryna be smashin' But it don't even matter Chill at home, pretend I had the best night Bailed on people I still wanna invite Telling both my friends I'm with the other Shit don't make no sense, why do I bother? Cause I'm a pretender Yeah, I'm just a pretender I stay up on the fashion I just want that attention You think that I'm friendly I just hate feeling tension I'm just tryna be smashin' But it don't even matter Cause I'm a pretender