Stay

I wanna make you laugh Wanna thaw the ice that's frozen I wanna spend some time without another fight, babe, I'm exhausted And if I'm being honest, I'm afraid to stay Just to disappear into the perfect life you made And if I'm being honest, I am not okay I broke myself to fit into the mold you made But why don't we try somethin' else this time around? It's not like we've gotta figure this shit out tonight I need time, but I don't wanna lose forever I'm sorry for how I left but I don't take it back, I don't regret it I still hurt from things you said, you twist the knife right in with your defenses But if I'm being honest, it's not all your fault I felt comfortable to give you all control I hate to see you hurtin', but I've become so small I think it's time that I did something for myself But why don't we try somethin' else this time around? It's not like we've gotta figure this shit out tonight I need time, but I don't wanna lose forever