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You're only lovely when you're leaving Be gone by noon when I'm still sleeping You cut me open, and I keep bleeding I think I'm ugly and you're not seeing I'm only happy if I'm allowed It's always gray when you're not around You're doing great; I can't get off the ground Some day I'll be something and make you proud It's always late when you pick up I think I'm loud and talk too much I'll second guess the ones I trust 'Cause everything I touch turns to dust I think this March 5th will be the big one Where I stop counting and start getting shit done 'Cause I've wasted the last twenty-eight Waiting for you to correct my mistakes and just have fun There's no better time than now To take it all back and just turn around Make off with the cash you earned in town Don't tell no one else and desert the crowd If I get a single praise I'll keep it a secret I'm not afraid To finish the book with a missing page No dedication 'Cause I had a chance in this Looked over any accomplishment Misunderstood any common sense Anyone else think I'd wanted this You're only lovely when you're leaving Be gone by noon when I'm still sleeping You cut me open, and I keep bleeding I think I'm ugly and you're not seeing I'm only happy if I'm allowed It's always gray when you're not around You're doing great; I can't get off the ground Some day I'll be something and make you proud There's so many things like I'm just scared I'm scared of a lot of things And I just feel like, like that just says everything was trying to fall in place in my life Now it just feels like it's all crumbling apart Just wanna get that off my chest