Falling Back

Last night, I saw you in a sullen light With a sapphire glow that painted you Like I never saw before And I tried, to find a corner of my mind Where I kept all the wreckage away from you And buried it below Two faced memories Never paint a picture like it used to be Tied tight and free of blight Just like past futures always bright You could shape finest ocean sand You'll still never hold the water in your hand We bowed at curtain call While proudly, standing tall First we feel. Then we fall Falling back into the past and dying Falling back into the past we're going, without knowing So I hit the bricks Because my mind was playin tricks What's dead is dead so don't wait for me To dig it up again And I'll find A way to leave it all behind Hold to the now, the here And through the future's fallin fast Two faced memories Never paint a picture like it used to be We trade the brass for gold We stagger in our woes If I could reach across the desert sand I still couldn't hold the fire your hand In solace, built a wall I watched your eyes dissolve First we feel, then we fall Another spiral that we can't control For a time that we just could believe in A cruel possession that we can't let go For a time that we just could be seen in Another spiral that we can't control For the sake of growth and falling down and bleedin' Another spiral that we can't control We're dull and cold