Matters

I got so many matters on my mind Got so many matters And I'm trying not to let them weigh me down I'm trying not to, but they weigh me down Tough skin covering my bones Veins and muscle holds it all together But, tough skin shivers in the cold Veins and muscle lose control I'd tell you that I'm so tired of these expectations I'm so tired and I'm so afraid I'm not Any of the things you make me out to be I'd tell you that I got so many matters on my mind Got so many matters And I'm trying not to let them weigh me down Trying not to, but they weigh me down I got so many matters in my head Don't say it doesn't matter 'Cause I'm trying not to let them weigh me down Trying not to, but they weigh me down Stone face covering my fear Stone cold but I'm still human here With all this angst and ambition I am my own opposition If you could only listen aha 'Cause I'm so tired of these expectations I'm so tired and I'm so afraid I'm not Any of the things you make me out to be I'd tell you that I got so many matters on my mind Got so many matters And I'm trying not to let them weigh me down Trying not to, but they weigh me down I got so many matters in my head Don't say it doesn't matter 'Cause I'm trying not to let them weigh me down Trying not to, but they weigh me down Trying not to, but they weigh me down I'm trying not to, but they weigh me down