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Maybe it was seeing my face on a billboard On Sunset Boulevard Maybe it was two nights sold out in London Maybe it was twenty-five pounds ago Before my whole world fell apart Maybe it was right before my accident That my life was good as it's gonna get And there's no going back What if the best I've got is already three years gone? What if I miss the view from the mountaintop? What if it all flew by and I never even realized That I've already lived the best days of my life At twenty-nine? I know that I shouldn't be thinking like this I'm still plenty young But lately, it feels like my clock is ticking away I'm never gonna get the chance to Be the person that I wanna be Be the mother of a family Without giving up everything I've worked so hard for all these years What if I'm just watching it slowly disappear? What if the best I've got is already three years gone? What if I miss the view from the mountaintop? What if it all flew by and I never even realized That I've already lived the best days of my life At twenty-nine? Twenty-nine, oh What if I spend my whole life Chasing a moment that I'm never gonna get back Like a junkie for some cheap attention? What if it all goes downhill And I never wanna sit still? What if I'm wasting time looking for a better version of myself? What if she's way in the past now? What the hell do I do now, now? What if the best I've got is already three years gone? What if I miss the view from the mountaintop?