worst case

I was afraid to let you in I wasn't sure what that meant I didn't know about my defense All the walls I'd lean up against The truth of my existence caught up with my lies I faked it for so long, it made me wanna die I was afraid of future plans I didn't know where to stand I was afraid of you movin' in What would happen if all love ends? I answered all my fears so I wouldn't have to try But worst case happens when you don't live your life I was afraid I was afraid I was afraid I was afraid Tell me where, where I find it I won't be whole, until I find it I swear Yeah, I swear