Things / Realness

Been through things and realness Had to cancel my show cos of illness Deep, never been one to hide feelings And when I think that I've seen things Not even, it's hard to write without reading Can't describe, I can't even Trapped in a place with my feelings Lacking my weight I can feel it Shit, pinch me I'm dreaming Sometimes the shortcut feels like the realist Simple lines with space in between them Even if you tell me I still won't believe it Sometimes I feel life's backwards, it's all backwards I miss shows out the country to work, madness I can't help how I feel It's just small factors And it's the same for all practice Feel free now, not trapped in It reminds me of you For the first time in 5 years I can look at my life and admire the view Put life in a tune Grown up but I write in my room Sometimes I write if it's you But I might not always like what I do Turn off the lights in my room Look out my window, see the sky when its blue Sometimes the lie is next to the truth I dont regret what I do in the moment I don't forget not at all I burnt bridges I can't stand on Most people won't help but can't handle Themselves, secure things are not mentioned Can't help so feel kind of not helpful Sometimes I lie here just thinkin' Can't help but feel like I'm not welcome Feel like I'm not mentioned in music sometimes but oh well then There's no rewind button, If there was then I would've brought back my cousin Rest in peace, a part of him Stays in my heart but can't stomach Got to pass on, I can't change and can't start off And I know it's hard cos, it's just me and [?] All of this music stuff We ain't ever had a start on I know what my heart wants Just pulled a task off Two jobs is a hard one I still work my arse off I've seen how it works If I wanted to be signed then I would've put a cast on