Normal

It's taken two different therapists Tell me what to do to help me wrestle with The bar I set for love and what I do with it I wanted so bad but I'm bad at it Used to love a Friday night in Malibu And now I never go because I think of you Never meant to ruin it, but you always do I can't get away, get away from you Oh, and somewhere there's in balance self-care And wanting someone to be there Is it normal to be scared? 'Cause I should hate you Probably do but I don't want to All I do is forgive you Is it normal that I do? Everyone I love is worried All you've ever done is hurt me And it hurts me to love you Is it normal that I do? Gotten so good at recovering Beating all the books and doing everything Even give advice like I know anything But I'm do afraid to heal, that it's breaking me Oh, and somewhere there's a balance in self-care And wanting someone to be there Is it normal to be scared? 'Cause I should hate you Probably do but I don't want to All I do is forgive you Is it normal that I do? Everyone I love is worried All you've ever done is hurt me And it hurts me to love you Is it normal that I do? No-no-no normal Tell me I'm normal No-no-no normal Just tell me I'm normal Is it normal to lie to all my friends every night? Is it normal to try to tell myself I'm alright? Is it normal to say that I still want you that way? And is it normal to stay in case you come back someday? I should hate you Probably do but I don't want to All I do is forgive you Is it normal that I do? Everyone I love is worried All you've ever done is hurt me And it hurts me to love you Is it normal that I do? No-no-no normal Tell me I'm normal No-no-no normal Just tell me I'm normal No-no-no normal Tell me I'm normal No-no-no normal Just tell me I'm normal