Backwards

I don't feel human anymore mama, When am I ever gonna' get that karma, You said was heading back down this way, The knife inside my back feels so familiar, Reminds me of the real her, cold and sharp pocket blade, And I don't trust anyone, anymore lover, They all want money or anything other, Than whats good or what truly stays, All I want, are your beautiful legs around me, On that Spanish beach where you found me, For the rest of my earthly days, all worth? live and learn how to walk backwards. I said plenty things I didn't mean back then, I blame it on my thick skin, Like a dog that's beat too much, Nowadays, I don't shake or shiver, When it's simply time for dinner, My backward walks enough, Live and learn, how to walk backwards and i forgive you for the things you did / the overrated underdog, the comeback kid / i don't blame you for the things you did / my father taught me, keep it walking, always forgive / so... This is how you walk backwards, Everything I ever said I said in reverse, Everything I ever did hell, whats it all worth? Live and learn how to walk backwards