Toxic

I wish I didn't feel like the biggest piece of shit Choking on raw emotions I'm holding deep inside of me Feeling so lonely, I rub my shoulder where she kissed So far apart but I could feel her breathing right behind me 'Cause we ain't even fucking, starting to accept it We just say I love you, ain't no hugging, ain't no pecking The minute that we said it, how much longer can we sit here Watching Modern Family drinking all the whiskey Till we're screaming and we're arguing, mainly 'cause we're wasted Neighbors call the cops again, I don't really blame them But they don't know about us, both of us are crazy We get into bed and laughing 'bout the stupid shit that they said People hate that we're together, saying that we're toxic Like all we do is argue with each other and get upset So I told her baby if, someone say if we get Separated from each other, then it may be best They don't fully understand the way our brains connect Until the day we're dead, I'll be in love with a toxic relationship Oh, I'm in love with a toxic relationship I'm in love with a toxic relationship I'm in love with a toxic relationship I'm so upset with you, I get pissed and call you names You mistake it for hatred and say I mentally abuse you I just don't feel I could kill you if you tried to [?] Or at least give me some heaven, instead you do it when you choose to We ain't even fucking, there ain't no discussion We just go get drunk and ruin another family function Your momma looks disgusted and probably wants to jump in 'Cause the police came and cuffed us Up for causing a disruption, drop one We go to dinner with family and friends, We still ordering shots for the table to drink They know it's only a matter of minutes Before we start fighting, that train's never late Usually arguments start with a joke That's involving [?] traits that we hate Guzzling bottles of [?] it's hard for our marriage to carry the weight You [?] I hope you pay [?] people held me back You kicked me out? Oh bitch, I'll bounce Don't be calling me asking me where the hell I'm at Well guess who's back on your broken bed With my shirt torn up and my cellphone cracked People don't know why we don't just break up Roll my eyes when they tell me that it's toxic People hate that we're together, saying that we're toxic Like all we do is argue with each other and get upset So I told her baby if, someone say if we get Separated from each other, then it may be best They don't fully understand the way our brains connect Until the day we're dead, I'll be in love with a toxic relationship Oh, I'm in love with a toxic relationship I'm in love with a toxic relationship I'm in love with a toxic relationship