Die Alone

And if this pain ain't hurt enough Then I could probably take your burden on Cause I got soda in my syrup cup Telling me what the fuck I'm hurting for Pouring out the styrofoam, my life so pure but I'm on it They help me pass these days And I'll probably die alone Running from my memories I'm going planes in on the paddy With Lindsay on the fabric Choppers in the attic Money in the mattress Kellies in my living room I'm trying to keep my head straight And these bitches don't be fun No more, they gon' cut you off If you dead weight Is this the life that was chosen? I'm nothing like you, I'm frozen Cause I done stood over my body And emptied the clip in every one of my emotions At least that how I feel when I be zoned It changing me it's heavenly Make space for me Can I stand With you? make a place for me I can wait to see things I afraid to see I done stood over a casket, face of my best friend Fucking robbed him out in Cali with this big FN 100 Black out in Miami I think I'm tapped out in Miami IG models blew their backs out in Miami Then I'm blacked out on the Zanny And if this pain ain't hurt enough Then I could probably take your burden on I got soda in my syrup, tell me what the fuck I'm hurting for Pouring out the styrofoam, it help me pass these days And I probably die alone, running from my memories