dumbass

(You ready?) No I do this thing where I close off My feelings and I take my clothes off So I don't have to open up to my boyfriend I told my friends that I'm fine But really, I'm losin' my mind They're drinkin', I'm thinkin' too much, so I avoid them Suckin' in my stomach Side effects of fittin' in Don't cut my hair 'cause I'm scared God forbid I have my own opinion It's my fear of lookin' like a dumbass Sayin' somethin' that I shouldn't have It's holdin' me back, holdin' me back Holdin' me back My fear of never being good enough So I ignore what I want It's holdin' me back, holdin' me back But I'm over that Over, over, over, over, over Over that Over, over, over, over, over I'm over bitin' my tongue When people tell me I'm too young To say all the things that I do in my songs Seventeen, over these Side effects of fittin' in I don't know shit, let me live God forbid I have my own opinion It's my fear of lookin' like a dumbass Sayin' somethin' that I shouldn't have It's holdin' me back, holdin' me back Holdin' me back My fear of never being good enough So I ignore what I want It's holdin' me back, holdin' me back But I'm over that Over, over, over, over, over Over that Over, over, over, over, over Over that Over, over, over, over, over It's my fear of lookin' like a dumb-ass Sayin' somethin' that I shouldn't have It's holdin' me back, holdin' me back Holdin' me It's my fear, never being good enough So I turned into what I'm not It's holdin' me back, holdin' me back Holdin' me