Damaged Thoughts

All these demons I've been tryna fight Sometimes it's hard for me to sleep at night Free my niggas locked down, they gotta keep a knife Roaches on the floor, sleeping with the mice All these bumps on the road and I ain't slip yet I ain't worried 'bout them niggas, I get big checks Pops been down for a dime and he ain't snitch yet It's never gon' happen, feel like I'm going backwards This shit right in front of me, I gotta do it Bitches fucking up our thoughts, worried 'bout who they screwing Tchs It's gon' happen anyway And my mother 'bout to be done with cancer any day All the shit I'm going through, how the fuck I'm supposed to smile Gotta go to the show and perform in front of this crowd Gotta go and head to booking, still making mama proud It's crazy cause I'm barely home even when I'm in the town When this shit gon' end, When it's gon' begin Sometimes I be lost in my thoughts with my friends Boy this nine thankful cause I don't talk about my problems Gotti, that's my twin for real, I could tell you all about him I could cry right now I just left the jeweler, put my Presi' in the sky right now Shit, I'm high right now I be barely sober And my bitch annoying me like when I'm coming over Right now got S580, used to drive the Rover Hard decision, should I get the truck or get the Polar I found out Rover got locked and Treddy too I poured a five in my soda, nigga I don't know what's going on, my brother's getting out I don't know what's going on, I'll die and leave the block But I'm never gonna leave the trap Damaged thoughts, always think the worst That bitch knew what she was doing, hit me where it hurt Got me sipping all this drink, got more than a nurse Told myself to be a boss like that shit really work I'm on some fuck everybody shit, I had to change lanes First I had the Patek, then I went to plain Jane If that bitch keep lying, then I'm on the same thing My father 'bout to be home soon, fuck the chain gang They don't know that feeling Growing up in the trenches by yourself When surrounded by a bunch of villains S580 with my feet up, now a nigga chilling Every time I turn around, it's another killing All these demons I've been tryna fight Sometimes it's hard for me to sleep at night Free my niggas locked down, they gotta keep a knife Roaches on the floor, sleeping with the mice All these bumps on the road and I ain't slip yet I ain't worried 'bout them niggas, I get big checks Pops been down for a dime and he ain't snitch yet It's never gon' happen, feel like I'm going backwards This shit right in front of me, I gotta do it Tchs It's gon' happen anyway And my mother 'bout to be done with cancer any day Gotta go to the show and perform in front of this crowd It's crazy cause I'm barely home even when I'm in the town Yeah, what up bro, bro Yeah, brodie keep doing your thing, you know the vibes, man You know how we coming, man, 'bout you, you heard Look, man, it's a long road, a long journey, a long time coming Just keep doing your thing You gon' lose some people, you gon' gain some people But you know who with you, man You know what you been through, this shit trauma You heard Niggas think this shit come overnight This shit been, feel me Effort after effort, track after track Blood, sweat and tears We lost some good ones, we gained some, you heard Stay focused, man, you feel me Like You got a, you got a good circle, support system I'm here, I'm not there in the flesh, but I'm there, you feel me I'm just putting up with it over here till this shit's over with Last time before I came home, you see how this shit shook, You heard See how it shook, you said it to me last time Nigga you kept your word You see how you shaking the block right now, you feel me Putting all that shit in it, you heard Like you gotta, you gotta pay attention to everything going on, nigga You see what your dad going through, feel me You see what your mom been through and got through And we, we blessed bro We got, we got some shit with us But we blessed overall, you heard (That's what's up) You know, just keep your head above water, brodie You know I love you, nigga (I love you more) Forever