Vulnerability

Show me Show me Show Me What's it like to be more open Guarded like a cell, I'm holding Wanna be in touch with my emotions I'm so damn stuck in my ways I'm trying to find vulnerability You see the outside Find out what's on the inside Nice to meet ya October born, I'm a Libra I love love but fuck it I'm a leaver I got a vice and it's puffing on the Shisha Chinsea, nickname Lisa I got family nuh have a lot of friends Trust issues cause i live my life under the lens Got a lot of fans Full a Shenyeng I am an overthinker but one thing me know is I'm a 10 I'm a hustler me remember this one prayer Told God if me don't break ina music me a be scammer Cause me have a son now and him father prefer nuh deh ya Lef him when him lick me cause me never want it regular Never met my father He wanted to abort me Heard he was married Hide it, softly So many questions for my mother in my head Me can't get answers to because she dead Show me Show me Show Me What's it like to be more open Guarded like a cell, I'm holding Wanna be in touch with my emotions I'm so damn stuck in my ways I'm trying to find vulnerability You see the outside Find out what's on the inside 29 years under the sun A man never yet make me cum Coming like my mental blocked From something that I heard two centuries back You, how you say you love me? Then you turned 'round and rob me, eh? You helped me make it out the ghetto So even though I left you Me afi still respect you Me nuh claim man Cause them start out good then turn wasteman Perfection, yes a that me believe in Fairytale lifestyle, I like reading I have an anxious avoidant attachment When it start get good I get toxic A just success alone give me peace My first career choice played out for me Badgyal almost turned a fucking police! And a couldn't talent make them don't want me to win Personally, me think it's the color of my skin Skin can't write Skin can't rap Skin can't perform Color of my skim can't sing So a just reverse racism (colorism) Mixed with little badmind ina the thing Only my village a say me buss from pretty privilege Some hate me then them love me when them see me have something to give Show me Show me Show Me What's it like to be more open Guarded like a cell, I'm holding Wanna be in touch with my emotions I'm so damn stuck in my ways I'm trying to find vulnerability You see the outside Find out what's on the inside Nice to meet ya October born, I'm a Libra I love love but fuck it I'm a leaver I got a vice and it's puffing on the Shisha Chinsea, nickname Lisa My trauma followed me Now me want part ways Working night and daily Just so I won't go crazy I'm working hard on me I want a better me Emotionally and mentally Physically too Oh!