First Place

Wouldn’t know if it kept calling My melatonin isn’t forming Was kinda hoping, you wouldn’t notice, I had a moment Should I go if I get bored of being lonely? Are you lonely? There’s a new me paying old fees in the front seat So I won’t be anywhere for any other Count down from three, and breathe, can you handle it? ‘cause damned if I won't be digging in my heels Coalescing all our favourite evenings I’m waiting on my dreams to come and get me ‘cause Hell, it’s been a ride Shoulda known it’d get boring In the hellscape, I was first place to the coffin, in the garden, it was creaking So I won’t be anywhere for any other Count down from three, and breathe, can I handle it? ‘cause damned if I won’t be digging in my heels Coalescing every other ending I’m waiting on my dreams to come and get me ‘cause Hell, it’s been a ride ‘cause damned if I can’t be all that I would need It’s a lesson, one I’m never learning Who have I been kidding? I’m dealing with it all alright I’m setting free