broken

Bleach I'm so sad And so I take another drag And so I take another shot But I overfill my thoughts I been thinkin' I been broken so long That I'm falling under pressure Feelin' like a mistake and my life is just an error I been taking my time but I'm so dead inside Wanna keep goin', I'm feeling so tired Tired of feelin' so trapped in my dome These memories, they haunt me, won't leave me alone Sit on my bed but I don't feel at home Depression, anxiety, and all of these hoes Thoughts of a bullet just piercing my skull Ain't got no friends, ain't no one hit my phone They say keep calm but I'm losing control I am so broken and I am a ghost, yeah Woah, yeah, yeah Woah And some nights I don't even wanna try I sit and count these racks but I just wanna die And people say they care but they just watch me cry Designer on my waist but I'm just dead inside My girl, she say she love me, she just filled with lies I can tell the way she look me in my eyes Smokin' on a blunt, I do it 'til I'm fried I been working, get a check, and then I multiply People say they care but they just waste my time Call me Ronnie Roland, you know I been on my grind But call me Optimus 'cause I been always on my prime Nero Armstrong the way that I been takin' flight Smokin' dope and I do it 'til I reach the skies People wanna hurt me and I always ask 'em, "Why?" They don't got no reasons, they just wanna ruin my life I ain't worried 'bout it, grab a blunt and then ignite But some nights I can't help it, I just wanna die Feelin' so broken and so dead inside Fuck the feds 'cause I don't need you in my life All I got is depression and it hits me every night, yeah Bleach