Cursive.

On the plus side at least I've been drinking more water And building a relationship with my father I'm not someone that somebody's daughter Should see for the rest of their life I'm sorry that you're always hurtin' and I'm sorry I'll never be perfect I'm tired of shoutin' and cursin' It sounds like you're speaking in cursive I love it how you used to miss me I hate it that you're not around I regret the day that you kissed me I wish I had never been found I don't know how I'll ever repay you For all that wasted time I was wondering how long you no longer wanted to be mine And when I wake up I'll think to myself I'll get better But lately, I'm feeling so under the weather I thought we were better together but I guess that you don't I'm lazy and getting complacent I don't want to see my replacement I'll stay in my bed all day and maybe Go see Dad in the basement I don't want to put on this fake smile I don't want to get drunk at the bar I just want to go as fast as I can And crash my f*cking car Who knew I'd make it this far? I don't want any more scars Oooo Oooooo Ooooooo Music is the only comfort I have It's the thing that keeps me breathing Even when I talk to my friends I feel like I'm committing treason I know I gave you toxic love I don't blame you for leaving You don't have to explain yourself I could've guessed all the reasons I know that I'm the reason I'm the f*cking reason you left me All this sh*t is so heavy I just want to give up I just want to give up but I can't 'cause I gotta stay up But I'm stuck I'm so f*cking stuck I just need some luck to get me out this f*cking town I'm not sticking around here No, I'm not sticking around here I'd rather face my darkest fears