before it all changes

So you made it out Like you meant to Now you're scared that they'll all forget you I'd take it back If only they'd let you Before it all changes I ask you one last wish Remember me for me But I want to change So I'm going to change Thinking back to fucking 10th grade I was so good at math Didn't say a word in the back of the class Friends was hooping, shooting shots that I would just pass Suicidal thoughts back then was kicking my ass Thinking how the fuck I'm gonna deal with all this trauma They would call me "dirt" 'cause I'm a foreigner Said I couldn't rap but I'm a do it if I want to And now I'm center stage as the performer Before it all changes (Before it all changes) I ask you one last wish (I ask you one last wish) Remember me for me (Me for me) But I want to change So I'm going to change (I'm going to change) Told you I give up Then you called my bluff And you hit me up Said "you in or what?" So I packed my bag and I hit the road that night Been four years since I last been home and I Never thought I'd feel so alive Can't recall the last time I cried Like I did the end of July I know all my fans must be losing Faith I need space At this rate I'll keep falling on my face Just how long Will I take? Does October sound okay? Been so long Like a year I just hope it's not too late Wrote this song For you my dear