Tactile

Cedar, cedar I'm not alone, there's bugs all under my skin I can't escape from all the pressure and begin to give in I feel the stresses that I cause, the scars cut deeper within I made mistakes but all these voices keep on saying it's sin, yeah My heart's still broken, why they lying to me? The darkness getting closer, am I fucking dying today? Huh Sometimes it's yes, sometimes it's a no All I know, it's getting harder to keep straining alone My mind collapsing This time I need out Can't fucking take it, sometimes I hardly feel a thing They say I'm susceptible, get closer to that burning ring My soul ablaze, my mind is alight I'm begging for one of these spirits just to tell me good night Sleep tight in the hole that I'm sinking in Suppress my fucking stupid feelings, they don't even mean a thing That's what they tell me, I'm guessing they're right I lost my worth, myself, my meaning, guess tonight is the night How much longer can I fucking bend and break? How much more do I need to lose before I start to fucking take? In the wake of it all, I begin to fall Could've never comprehended with a conscience so small I'm not alone, there's bugs all under my skin I can't escape from all the pressure and begin to give in I feel the stresses that I cause, the scars cut deeper within I made mistakes but all these voices keep on saying it's sin, yeah My heart's still broken, why they lying to me? The darkness getting closer, am I fucking dying today? Huh Sometimes it's yes, sometimes it's a no All I know, it's getting harder to keep writing this song You built me up just to drag me to hell The darkest skies and the everlasting ringing of bells A sacred charge with imitation scenery Tell me I'll get better, it's the last you'll ever see of me I'm not alone, there's bugs all under my skin I can't escape from all the pressure and begin to give in I feel the stresses that I cause, the scars cut deeper within I made mistakes but all these voices keep on saying it's sin, yeah My heart's still broken, why they lying to me? The darkness getting closer, am I fucking dying today? Huh Sometimes it's yes, sometimes it's a no I write my verses in this kitchen, now it's time to let me go