Homesick

I was stuttered on the side of a broken bone Tryna find my way back, 'cause I just want to get back home I guess I'm feeling homesick this time Took the wrong turn, but for the last time Growing up, love was only on a TV screen The voice was a movie scene, we already seen Whole family, been dancing with addiction flame Cycle of pain never change, they all stay the same Treating hearts left with scars, I'll always feel Generational trauma, something I'm tryna heal I broke free like a bird flying out the cage Started praying turn the page, when I turn to faith Now I'm married with a kid, got a life so bright Gave my life over to God, when I saw his light The cycle broken, the past is just a story Now I'm the author, I'm so grateful for his glory Struggle made me stronger, I'm so grateful for that Y'all believed in me, I'll make sure that I'm paying you back Started saying what, so why my people hate me for that Wasn't in control, my life, I'm finally taking it back I was stuttered on the side of a broken bone Tryna find my way back 'cause I just want to get back home I guess I'm feeling homesick this time Took the wrong turn but for the last time Growing up as a kid, that was just a lie All I saw was addiction, what's the point of trying Almost took my life, chasing after all the fame Couldn't look into the mirror, am I self the same? I made mistakes, I knew I had to make it right Every single thing I share, was my guide and light I'm finally home, finally not alone Now our kids could grow up, with the love we didn't know Now I stand tall, I'm so proud of the pain I build my life up from the mud, so it wasn't in vain Finally free from your control, and I've learnt to forgive I'm not your puppet anymore, I'm finally learning to live Struggle made me stronger, I'm so grateful for that Y'all believed in me, I'll make sure that I'm paying you back Started saying what, so why my people hate me for that? Wasn't in control, my life, I'm finally taking it back I was stuttered on the side of a broken bone Tryna find my way back, 'cause I just want to get back home I guess I'm feeling homesick this time Took the wrong turn, but for the last time