strawberry panic

There's no shame in caring or trying I do my best, I'm barely surviving I've always been my own biggest fan It's okay if they don't like it Caked on pounds of drugstore makeup I'm so sorry, I've been so distant I'll be better, be more authentic I'll shed these layers if you'll still listen I want to be real Wrapped in plastic That you keep around And you'll tell all your friends: "Her new one is so fantastic!" I give you my life But it's never enough 'Cuz you wanna feel like you actually know me, so I'll do whatever it takes even if it Kills me Slowly I'll keep it pushin' forever and ever 'Til it all comes crashing down! Cutting the tension with a flimsy spork I deflect and say something ridiculous You roll your eyes, you've heard it before You're getting bored, you think I'm annoying Wait, I mean I love to perform? It's just this ball of anxiety is getting ginormous And it's starting to roll and spiral out of control In the wake of its path I just hope this lasts It's hard to color inside the lines when You're always walking a tightrope Fire ants inside your shoes And the clock keeps ticking Don't let it fall apart Like every time before Every single second counts so I'll do whatever it takes even if it Kills me Slowly I'll keep it pushin' forever and ever 'Til it all comes crashing down! I hope that you'll stick around and enjoy the show