Rot

I've been rotting away all day in my bed My friends all say I could do better than that It don't matter how far I fall from the truth Cause my mind tells me all the lies I already knew Is it useless? Am I clueless? I'll take a walk outside Try to find my mind Under the gray filled skies I'll tell my friends I'm fine But i'll mean it this time I wanna be alright I've been making a mess inside of My room, my head, all the places lately that I've been I've been hurting the people that I hold close I hope that they know that I love them the most Is it useless? Am I clueless? I'll take a walk outside Try to find my mind Under the gray filled skies I'll tell my friends I'm fine But i'll mean it this time I wanna be alright I'll make it out if it kills me I'll get better if its the last thing I do I'll make it out if it kills me I'll get better if its the last thing I do I'll make it out if it kills me I'll get better if its the last thing I do I'll make it out if it kills me I'll get better if its the last thing I do I'll take a walk outside Try to find my mind Under the gray filled skies I'll tell my friends I'm fine But i'll mean it this time I wanna be alright I wanna be alright