Lies

I remember driving home feeling empty Overthinking, every word What did I say? Do they like me? Was I too much? Is it enough? Am I annoying? Then a whisper in my ear says, "be like her" She's so much warmer So much better She's the perfect sister Am I enough? Will I ever be enough? Feelings lie Feelings lie Where's the truth? What did You tell me? What did You do to save me from myself? Bought my freedom with Your blood Holy tears You shed for love All my thoughts arrest them please Once again down on my knees I remember all alone in my bedroom Talking to God Feeling ashamed and weighed down by my past Then a whisper in my ear says, "you're not enough" And I was starting to believe that I was not enough Feelings lie Feelings lie Where's the truth? What did You tell me? What did You do to save me from myself? Bought my freedom with Your blood Holy tears You shed for love All my thoughts arrest them please Once again down on my knees I remember that sleepless night Drowning in darkness Hugged my pillow so tight What's wrong with me? What's wrong with me? Scared to death Scared of myself Scared to close my eyes Felt like I was gonna... But I'm still here Cause feelings lie Shut the door and throw the key Won't give in to the enemy, no Darkness bows and demons flee At the mention of the name Jesus (Jesus) Bought my freedom with Your blood Holy tears You shed for love All my thoughts arrest them please Once again down on my knees (I'm praying, I'm crying, please) (Feelings lie, oh feelings lie)