Eventually

I used to act like I don't need no friends 'Cause at the best of times I didn't care By the fact that high school had to end Then I looked around and there was no one there Thinking I was too much In a new reality They probably thought I forgot what they meant to me But I thought that I would hear from them eventually Yeah When's it gonna stop? When's it gonna stop? Soon the better, soon the better Holding my guard's become a lifestyle It's in my makeup, it's in my makeup When's it gonna stop? When's it gonna stop? Soon the better, soon the better Holding my guards, become a last star It's in my makeup, it's in my makeup, yeah, yeah Yeah, I still got shoulders to cry on It's not like I don't feel safe with anyone But I miss that kind of childish fun The kind where your laughter has you so far gone I thought that I was too much In reality They probably thought I forgot what they meant to me But I thought that I would hear from them eventually When's it gonna stop? When's it gonna stop? (When's it gonna stop?) Soon the better, soon the better Holding my guard's become a lifestyle It's in my makeup, it's in my makeup When's it gonna stop? When's it gonna stop? (When's it gonna stop?) Soon the better, soon the better Holding my guard's become a lifestyle It's in my makeup, it's in my makeup, yeah, yeah So tell me when's it gonna stop When's it gonna stop? So tell me when's it gonna stop When's it gonna stop? Yeah When's it gonna stop? When's it gonna stop? So tell me when's it gonna stop (tell me when's it gonna stop) When's it gonna stop? Yeah, yeah When's it gonna stop? Yeah, yeah Tell me when's it gonna stop Tell me when's it gonna stop