Bad guy

Is it only me doing gymnastics in my head? Getting no sleep,getting over things you haven't said Wish I could be proud of my emotions Happy that I know 'em,happy I'm not dead inside But it's not to be,wish I could live more selfishly instead Show me what it's like on the dark side Show no sign of guilt on the outside I just need to know what it feels like Wish I could be the bad guy,stay a step ahead Hurt you before you hurt me,I hurt less instead Ain't no for nice guys,they get left behind But when I look in yours eyes,you've got peace of mind Wish I could be the bad guy Wish I could be the bad guy Tell me what is love? Looking from your twisted point of view Where's the room for us? When it all begins and ends with you Do you ever doubt your own decisions? Are you your own religion? It's hellish what you put me through Time to toughen up But I could never do those things you do Wish I could be the bad guy,stay a step ahead Hurt you before you hurt me,I hurt less instead Ain't no for nice guys,they get left behind But when I look in yours eyes,you've got peace of mind Wish I could be the bad guy Wish I could be the bad guy Show me what it's like on the dark side Show no sign of guilt on the outside I want you to cry like a nice guy Feel what I feel like Wish I could be the bad guy,stay a step ahead Hurt you before you hurt me,so I hurt less instead Ain't no for nice guys,they get left behind But when I look in yours eyes,you've got peace of mind Wish I could be the bad guy Wish I could be the bad guy