Selfish

I love you too much to pretend Ooh, and I won't give up Nobody else can have you 'Cause girl, I'm selfish If I could help it I wouldn't be on some bullshit I'm on bullshit again Giving you hell, selfish I need help, can't help it I got a broken heart, had it locked But you found the key, baby You opened it up, I was not ready, yeah I reach out to you, but I can't reach Even though it's right in front of me Looking in your eyes, eternity So can you blame me for trying? I love you too much to pretend, yeah I'm on some bullshit again Giving you hell, selfish I need help, can't help it I don't know why I do this But I know that I don't wanna lose it (ooh) 'Cause every time you forgive me, I have to fuck it up and end up feeling stupid (feeling stupid) But you keep loving me the same Even when I get a little toxic Don't it feel good at night? Playing with a little excitement, ooh I love you too much to pretend, yeah I'm on some bullshit again (gotta stop my bullshit) Giving you hell, selfish (I've been giving you hell) I need help, can't help it (oh, I can't help it) I got a broken heart, had it locked (got a broken heart) But you found the key, baby You opened it up, I was not ready, yeah (and I was not ready, yeah) I reach out to you, but I can't reach (and I can't reach, yeah) Even though it's right in front of me (front of me, yeah) Looking in your eyes, eternity So can you blame me for trying? I love you too much to pretend But I been too, way too selfish, yeah Baby girl, I need help, I can't help it I got a broken heart, had it locked But you found the key, baby You opened it up, I was not ready (yeah) I reach out to you, and I can't reach Even though it's right in front of me Looking in your eyes, eternity So can you blame me for trying?