Feels Different

See, this empty house just ain't no home when you're gone Tears on the pillow, eyes out the window It's like you slow down time when I'm alone What are we doin'? What am I doin' here? Is this slipping away? Is there nothin' left for us to say? Did we try? Can we try again? 'Cause I cried and I cried again If I let you in will you lie again? When I'm lovesick you're toxic And I'm nauseous 'cause I miss You this Christmas day Normally I can take it, I'm not fragile It's been so long since you've been on my mind It's hurts the worst 'round Christmas A loneliness feels different The loneliness feels different this time Loneliness feels different this time Loneliness feels different See, baby, things just ain't the same when you're gone Let me say I'm not okay, but maybe it's better this way I laid in the sweater you left here Remember when Christmas from last year? And every December the blessings Keep bringin' the memories back in I almost cried out, here's my last tear 'Cause when I'm lovesick you're toxic Normally I can take it, I'm not fragile It's been so long since you've been on my mind It's hurts the worst 'round Christmas A loneliness feels different The loneliness feels different this time Loneliness feels different this time Loneliness feels different Loneliness feels different this time Loneliness feels different