Waiting...

Buried behind all the plaster Turned into such a disaster Will I go up for the rapture? Or get caught up in the laughter? 'Cause I keep goin' forward Put on my smile, I'm a actor But you know I'm gon' wait for us, for us, for us, for us I'm not the one that you waitin' for, nah I'm not the one that you waitin' for I'm not the one that you waitin' for, nah I'm not the one that you waitin' for I'm not the one that you waitin' for, nah I'm not the one that you waitin' for I'm not the one that you waitin' for, nah I'm not the one that you waitin' for I wait for peace, I hope it's somethin' I can finally reach This fuckin' weight up on my back, it gets so hard to breathe I pray the angels hold me up to place the master key 'Cause I been lookin' for the answers in the fallen leaves I'ma break my folds 'till the damaged life ends I'ma stay in my hole 'till the last of my threads You keep paintin' my soul, it's the cast of my lens I won't bury my friends, I won't bury my friends, I won't— Truth, it hurts, and now these feelings worse 'Cause it's all my fault, and now I hold this curse Can you feel this tension? Last breath injection I'm a goddamn fuckup from the day of birth Yeah, I can't dodge you, and I can't drop you Man, you crushin' my soul, it's so substantial Just like a parlay burst, I put the heartbreak first 'Cause I been here before, been before, been before, been before Buried behind all the plaster Turned into such a disaster Will I go up for the rapture? Or get caught up in the laughter? 'Cause I keep goin' forward Put on my smile, I'm a actor But you know I'm gon' wait for us, for us, for us, for us I'm not the one that you waitin' for, nah I'm not the one that you waitin' for I'm not the one that you waitin' for, nah I'm not the one that you waitin' for I'm not the one that you waitin' for, nah I'm not the one that you waitin' for I'm not the one that you waitin' for, nah I'm not the one that you waitin' for