Reflections

Pipe this shit on TNT Fucked up, learned some lessons Had my momma stressing Stuck behind a wall Was a troubled adolescent Couldn't make the right decision Using everybody's method If I used it, I perfect it Bitch I thought, now I'm arrested And the ones that had my back, I gotta start to second guess 'em Niggas call my bitch their sis but when I'm gone her name Alexis Press the issue, start compression I'm ready to disrespect 'em The Churchill gon' send the message Big hole inside of your chest bitch Saving money for the studio but that left with the haste My daughter b-day coming up, I didn't have a place to stay Couldn't even throw a party, hell I could barely buy a cake Glad I had the EBT, almost ruined my baby's day Been there, did this, did that nigga, I seen so much pain Calls up momma on that saying, "Sorry, couldn't pay" Woulda, shoulda, coulda, might just work but it's too late Facing all these demons it's reflections in my face, yeah Been there, did this, did that nigga, I seen so much pain Calls up momma on that saying, "Sorry, couldn't pay" Woulda, shoulda, coulda, might just work but it's too late Facing all these demons, it's reflections in my face, yeah Being broke is mindset Grew up on the concept Shelter was my home but it was better than the projects Tried to play sports but I could never be a prospect Had to get my GED because I was convict Fucked up Had to pick my nuts up A black man with a record, employers would never trust us Couldn't find a job No money to ride the bus, bruh I had no damn direction, my mind was stuck in a fluster Had to move the big bags Mask up for the quick grabs Michael Jordan on the waist, .45, yeah I grip that Didn't know it had kick back Dropped at first, didn't hit jack Glad my niggas had me or I would been seein' pitch black Been there, did this, did that nigga, I seen so much pain Calls up momma on that saying, "Sorry, couldn't pay" Woulda, shoulda, coulda, might just work but it's too late Facing all these demons it's reflections in my face, yeah Been there, did this, did that nigga, I seen so much pain Calls up momma on that saying, "Sorry, couldn't pay" Woulda, shoulda, coulda, might just work but it's too late Facing all these demons, it's reflections in my face