Pretending

I saw the face in the window Lighting up a cigarette Smokey brown eye-shadow I learnt it from a woman on the internet Oh, how the hell have you been, babe? Put your coat on the bed Let me get you a cup, sip it up right to your head All the people over there, they don't seem to have a care I'm so fucking self-aware, it's exhausting And no matter how I try I repeat it every night, every night, every night, every night I'm done pretending, pretending, done pretending All of my heroes are way more sad than me Am I the only one pretending, pretending, one pretending? Oh, who are you so afraid to be, to be, to be, to be, to be? I liked about liking your dress I lied about sticking around I lied about knowing the band that You talked and talked all night about So take it up with the jury 'Cause I don't really care anymore And if you listen real close you might Just hear the penny drop on the floor All the people over there, they don't seem to have a care I'm so fucking self-aware, it's exhausting And no matter how I try I repeat it every night, every night, every night, every night I'm done pretending, pretending, done pretending All of my heroes are way more sad than me Am I the only one pretending, pretending, one pretending? Oh, who are you so afraid to be, to be, to be, to be? Am I the only one pretending? Pretending, one pretending? Am I the only one pretending (leave me alone) Pretending, one pretending? Am i the only one pretending (I wanna go home) Pretending, one pretending? Am i the only one pretending (leave me alone) Pretending, one pretending? Am i the only one pretending(I wanna go) Pretending, one pretending, pretending?