Sadder Days

That record usually scratches But today I got to have it in full Why do these knee jerk reactions Keep on happening to me at all Tuck my hands into my t-shirt sleeves Window open colder breeze You've been circling my memory Like a halo starlings murmurate I spend my sadder days Putting on a better face And I waste my better days Worried there's a chance of rain And even if that rain don't come I'm betting on it showing up What does it even matter If every day is only getting sadder Tuck my knees into my sweater now Cup my hands and hold my ankles down There is nothing here to dance around Like a maypole ribbons circle round I spend my sadder days Putting on a better face And I waste my better days Worried there's a chance of rain And even if that rain don't come I'm betting on it showing up What does it even matter If every day is only getting sadder Than the one I had before Oh I know There's nobody keeping score I spend my sadder days Putting on a better face And i waste my better days Worried there's a chance of rain And even if that rain don't come I'm betting on it showing up What does it even matter If every day is only getting sadder