Rush

I ain't fuckin' with niggas, finger itchin' for trigger Juice tear through my liver How long would I live, wanna see my daughter bigger Niece and nephews, Tiffany, my little sister Shit takin' a toll, but I see the bigger picture But I can't slow down, I can't sleep Gotta keep hopin' and copin', my family gotta eat Will I survive to see 25 where I reside? And murderers is 15, kill 'em without eyes They don't understand the story, all They see is the glory and the jewelry While we catchin' cases, gettin' judged by juries Judged by 12, now we in the cell Receivin' no mail, detainer, no bail From here on, I'm prayin' everything go well If not, hit the block and I go fishscale But I'm back, dodgin' the cops and my enemies, y'all But I really belong in the industry, y'all It's like a rush Through my adrenaline, baby Never thought I'd be feelin' this crazy, crazy It's like a rush Like every mornin' with the fiends Still movin' that white for that green, green It's like a rush Like the 5 o'clock traffic after work Still through the traffic movin' that work, gotta work It's like a rush Through my adrenaline, baby Never thought I'd be feelin' this crazy, crazy Damn, what a feelin', all these kids killin' God willin', I'ma take it through the ceilin' Through the roof, now I'm back dodgin' the troops My experience made me wiser though, to tell you the truth Cats I took in helped burn my ends Long story short, most of all I learned my friends And I ain't got none, that's what they do to theyself Burn bridges then stay true to theyself They excluded theyself Shit, they forced me, they made me act crazy What you expect, man? That's how the street raised me Had to cut 'em short, no second thought I was down on my last with no kind of support They say it's always the circle that hurts you Bad luck curse you, really, they wanna murk you Dodgin' the law and the enemies, y'all When I really belong in the industry, y'all It's like a rush Through my adrenaline, baby Never thought I'd be feelin' this crazy, crazy It's like a rush Like every mornin' with the fiends Still movin' that white for that green, green It's like a rush Like the 5 o'clock traffic after work Still through the traffic movin' that work, gotta work It's like a rush Through my adrenaline, baby Never thought I'd be feelin' this crazy, crazy I got the Feds on my back, my niggas in my ear I'm tryna focus on the big picture 'til I see it clear Fake niggas'll steer you wrong instead of strong But still life goes on, I move forward Them damn boys won't leave me alone Now they puttin' B-U-Gs on my phone Steady tappin', all I'm doin' is rappin' Tryna feed my children, but they depict me as a villain Front page, me wanna stick me with these killings Pray Allah see the good in my heart, God willin' But I'm trapped in the system, I'm in and out of these buildings For the love of the streets I might be killed in It's sort of an addiction, I can't explain the feelin' A weird rush, almost like I lust Dodgin' the law and the enemies, y'all When I know that I belong in the industry, y'all It's like a rush Through my adrenaline, baby Never thought I'd be feelin' this crazy, crazy It's like a rush Like every mornin' with the fiends Still movin' that white for that green, green It's like a rush Like the 5 o'clock traffic after work Still through the traffic movin' that work, gotta work It's like a rush Through my adrenaline, baby Never thought I'd be feelin' this crazy, crazy