The Plot

Swimming in my mind I could drown in these thoughts Couple brand new faces but their names I forgot Feeling how you feel, well that really ain't my fault Didn't bank on me, now they empty out the vault Like fallout but we fall out over shit cause we don't talk I still talk to my demons sometimes they're all that I got If my life is a movie think I really lost the plot Where the wind blows I go I must be a ghost Through the window And I'm home With the big doors, you barely miss those Hanging with the no-shows, the modern schizos Necklace full of gemstones, lit like crystals Body is a rental, living is a ritual Million miles away I still aimed and took the shot Some days I wanna save myself and some days I just rot I pop forget-me-nots she remembered off the top Told her look me in my eyes I would die before I stop So what happens when you stop Swimming in my mind I could drown in these thoughts Couple brand new faces but their names I forgot Feeling how you feel, well that really ain't my fault Didn't bank on me, now they empty out the vault Like fallout but we fall out over shit cause we don't talk I still talk to my demons sometimes they're all that I got If my life is a movie think I really lost the plot