the pit

Am I too hard to please? You look expectant next to me As though I'm about to preach and Profess all my feelings Forgotten how to sit I'm looking down into the pit Of what this could be and what this is Even if it's just fleeting Don't get me wrong, think you're fun but I just can't help but wonder Am I wasting my time? But something in you, it grabs me, feel myself going under Maybe see what it's like? Oh God Look here we go again Oh God Already thinking 'bout the end Don't wanna let you in to shut you off What's the point of trying if it's got to stop? You came around, I crashed Dropping a rock to hear the splash Writing your name in fogged-up glass— Said I would never do that Don't get me wrong, think you're fun but I just can't help but wonder Am I wasting my time? But something in you, it grabs me, feel myself going under Maybe see what it's like? Oh God Look here we go again Oh God Already thinking 'bout the end Don't wanna let you in to shut you off What's the point of trying if it's got to stop? Oh God Look here we go again Oh God Already thinking 'bout the end Don't wanna let you in to shut you off What's the point of trying if it's got to stop? 'Cause if I try to stay, it'll hurt when we leave it If I throw it away, I can't say that I mean it Am I stuck in my ways just to save all this feeling Like I'm prematurely grieving? Oh God, look here we go again Da-da-da, fall in the pit again D-don't know whether to sink or swim