Cold Hands

Frozen in time, wasn't being honest With myself, I was scared and I didn't want it I gave my fragile self Tryna be like everyone else I was young, 17, blinded by the pressure To be young, to be free, do it all together I lost my words, my breath I shut my mouth instead I turned to other vices Just to try to free my mind 'cause I was down and in a crisis Kept quiet, it was easier You're the ghost in the corner You're the black mark that's on my name I had a heart 'til you stole it I used to have pride, now I'm left with shame Get your cold hands off my skin, off my body Thanks to you, I can't trust anybody again Now I can't love again Love again I was embarrassed, I was numb I blamed myself for all the pain inflicted on me I couldn't even tell my mom (I was afraid) I was afraid that they would judge me So I turned to other vices Just to try to free my mind 'cause I was down and in a crisis Kept quiet, it was easier You're the ghost in the corner You're the black mark that's on my name I had a heart 'til you stole it I used to have pride, now I'm left with shame Get your cold hands off my skin, off my body Thanks to you, I can't trust anybody again Now I can't love again Love again Love again