bad decisions

So we fall outta touch And I ruin your trust I should be in love But it's never enough without you Without you It's a punch in the gut Wanna hit self-destruct You know I love you so much But this life really sucks without you Without you We could be special, we could be amazing You're fucking careful, I should try the same thing Shouldn't be perfect, I'm making big mistakes It's just these Bad decisions I'm on a mission To make a hundred thousand bad decisions I try to dance your rythm But all the bad decisions I don't ever, ever listen I made a hundred thousand bad decisions I got it twisted, I'm getting twisted Ay, and I make, and I make, and I make make bad decisions She hate the fact that my heart on my sleeve And it's not in my chest So it's back to the bad, where the past all went All of my time was spent Burnin' holes in my brain since I never forget I needed peace and time, I needed peace and quiet Just so I could blow on my brains You know I'm never myself Never been picture-perfect but I still made it work Put my heart out for certain I'm in her mouth like I'm dentist I hate the fact I'm a menace I hate the fact that I played with your heart But pretend like I didn't Pressure the syrup I'm steady suppressing the pain, but it is what it is Knowing my life wasn't shit Yet I still don't understand it But fuck it, I'm up in this bitch, probably too high And I'm high like a kite And the high it won't fight Worry not in my sprite But it keep me delight, yeah 'ight Now my jaw steady lockin' But, momma, don't worry, you know how I'm rockin' I tweaked in the alley, OD'd in the lobby Lost myself couple times, spot 'em, I got 'em We could be special, we could be amazing You're fucking careful, I should try the same thing Shouldn't be perfect, I'm making big mistakes It's just these Bad decisions I'm on a mission To make a hundred thousand bad decisions I try to dance your rhythm But all the bad decisions I don't ever, ever listen I made a hundred thousand bad decisions I got it twisted, I'm getting twisted