SUFFERING

Same bones that I keep on breaking Same problems I'm never gon' fix All these walls that I keep on making So I don't ever let no one in All this smoke that I keep inhaling I know it kills me, but I can't quit And I don't wanna hurt you baby You try to love me but I ain't shit All these unanswered calls Nobody cares at all I turned my signal off again I wanna be alone but I'm suffering I won't pick up the phone but I need a friend I hid it in my head, 'cause you won't understand I don't want you to know that I'm suffering But I'm suffering Don't want you to see me like this I don't want you to see all of the parts I hate You deserve somebody that's fixed Not somebody broken that you gotta change Baby I'm afraid 'Cause I got bad habits I got baggage You could tell me you don't care until you're damaged All the bad shit I hold it back 'cause I don't want you to find All these unanswered calls Nobody cares at all I turned my signal off again I wanna be alone but I'm suffering I won't pick up the phone but I need a friend I hid it in my head, 'cause you won't understand I don't want you to know that I'm suffering But I'm suffering And I don't wanna say but it's killing me I keep it on the low, keep it underneath But everything keeps coming up I'm suffering I keep it to myself so you'll never see And I don't need your help, I don't need a thing I don't wanna keep hurting everyone I'm suffering (But I'm suffering)