Pretend

Sorry I'm late I didn't wanna come To the function If you can relate, I guess I'm not the only one here Who'd rather be alone right now. Right back where I started Stuck in my own way Passenger has departed Man I feel so (ugh) lonely at the party I lost all my friends Yeah I'm far far away (I don't wanna I don't wanna speak, ugh) I wanna get out of my body Tell me why I, feel so outta place It's a special occasion & I just wanna dance & smile politely I'm bad at small conversation Maybe there's something wrong with me But man it seems to get worse with time I can't be myself anymore Wait I had something to say (Did you have something on your mind) But I just all dropped my words on the floor (Shit, it happens all the time) Man I feel so (ugh) Lonely at the party I lost all my friends Yeah I'm far far away (I don't wanna I don't wanna speak, somethings wrong) I wanna get out of my body Tell me why I, feel so outta place I'm so lonely at this party Don't know why I do this to myself I feel tight in my body I, feel so outta place I'm so lonely at this party Don't know why I do this to myself I feel tight in my body is Tell me where did all my friends go? I just wanna pretend I'm in a deep bout of depression Bad at making first impressions Hard to hold eye contact with you For more than a couple seconds I'm in existential crisis While you ask me how my life is You? Tell me where did all of my friends go?