Menace

I'm just a girl in a weird world Watching things happen I think I can control, oh, no I make my worries a habit And I run like the rabbit When God's moving too slow So tell me why I am always such a menace To my own understanding When I know that You get me? And why I am always sabotaging Instead of trust falling In arms that wanna hold me? God save me, God save me God must of made me a builder 'Cause I'm always building Up fears in my mind at 30 stories high I turn rest into reckless Wear panic like a necklace Always pushing me around But You're reaching out Why I am always such a menace To my own understanding When I know that You get me? And why I am always sabotaging Instead of trust falling In arms that wanna hold me? God save me, God save me I don't trust You when I'm in it Building up the fences Can't break this me addiction God I'm such a menace Don't trust You when I'm in it Building up the fences Can't break this me addiction Back to the beginning So tell me why I am always such a menace To my own understanding When I know that You get me? And why I am always sabotaging Instead of trust falling In arms that wanna hold me? God save me, God save me God save me, yeah God save me God save me God save me God save me God save me