Understanding

Too close to my first sin There's no running when I try to breathe I let it rot in and wither away The one I used to be I've come so far But now I stand right back where I did I wasted all my time going nowhere I promised to change, but my human soul Beautiful and strong But like a castle made of sand I blew it all away I've come so far Only to stand right back where I did I wasted all my life going nowhere Fuck Have I changed? Have I changed? Have I changed? Have I changed? Have I changed?