2019

Blackedy, you're a rapper now? Pray to God, I'm knowin' he hearin' me Gotta make a promise to myself That God's the only one who put fear in me I be tryna thank God everyday I just gotta stay around him 'Cause I got some rain clouds in the way I'm just tryna pursue my dream With a solid ass girlfriend and solid ass niggas on my team While this money and clout is cool But it's not really all what it seems If I'm bein' honest, man, I really wasn't fuckin' happy since 2019 Since 2019 I done ran outta tears, can't even cry I'm only focused on the bread Keep my mouth shut and my ears open I can only peep what you said Almost lost my dukes and niggas They don't even know Step outside with a big grin I got some feelings that I don't even show Take a trip down memory lane If I look back in my past I feel like I only remember the pain I can't spit off the top, the shit don't feel real Gotta write how I'm feelin' down Every time I think I'm doin' good, them demons They come spinnin' back around, damn I just feel like, you know A lot of shit happened to me in my past, and I learned from it, it- it molded me to who I am today But, I'm still scarred from a lot of shit, you feel me? Pray to God, I'm knowin' he hearin' me Gotta make a promise to myself That God's the only one who put fear in me I be tryna thank God everyday I just gotta stay around him 'Cause I got some rain clouds in the way I'm just tryna pursue my dream With a solid ass girlfriend and solid ass niggas on my team While this money and clout is cool But it's not really all what it seems If I'm bein' honest, man, I really wasn't fuckin' happy since 2019 Since 2019