Complicated

Hear you come in at night and lay your body next to me Softly call my name while I act like I'm asleep Still living here in the same bed, laying under separate sheets And I keep on pretending I don't know what it means I've made up a thousand reasons Trying to change my own mind The more that I hide away The more of what we had will slowly die Friends, they all ask about it It makes me choke up every time I'll say it's complicated It's pretty complicated Oh-oh oh-oh oh-oh Now I've been walking in circles, staring blankly at the wall Counting down the minutes before I head back home And find you waiting for me like you always seem to do Like we still got something, something left to lose I look for a thousand reasons That all should make me wanna stay The more that I seem to find The more it makes me wanna run away And though I'd never admit it I think I know how this will end I'll call it complicated It's pretty complicated Oh-oh oh-oh oh-oh I know sometimes a good thing breaks And maybe there's no one to blame You'll be in my heart always And there's a part of me you'll take I've held you close and watched you cry I've heard you sing and heard you lie And when it's time for me to leave They're the secrets that I'll keep You showed me what it means to love To truly feel like I'm enough I hope that in another life I'll find you back, I'll make it right You have been my everything And I hope you'll have everything Thank you for the love you gave I will never be the same